im alive!

hey, i feel like i was dead.
i dont feel like apologizing again, im tired of it, i wasnt updating merely cos of ultra tight deadline and i was thinkin of moving my HQ to my own bought domain, yeah our game team trimutation launches its site..so i made a subdomain preyheaven there :D

at last my manga project I Want to Live is finished, it's not all mine, it's with a team called KABABONKEN, and it has published by a local comic publisher MnC! it shud be at Gramedia bookstore or such :D

im a bit proud of the publicity, but at the same time i got disappointed by its printing quality, it's way too dark and it made a lot of  lines and tones cant be seen, dang we made it with all our spirits! D8 i know our submission was so late, but it seems too much, i found mistakes on 3 dialogs so far, and it sure kills the mood. geez.. also they changed the cover design, they closed the sky with the bigger logo...OTL

+_+ sorry for talking down about my own project, i hope this case wont happen to the next authors. but overall, im happy i could finish it at last ^_^ and im glad my friends like the story, and they say the art's good too..

OVERCAPACITY!

uh..ah....yo..guys! remember me? im Lazcht..

merry cristmas..happy new year, and so many things happened..um..its been a while!... first thing first, im so sorry for my disappearance in months..i felt so shameful that i broke my own promise to not being an antisocial (in art community, forum and here), not updating things, and all =_=

actually i wanted so, but i think it's my brain, i have been too concentrated in so many things and when i want to wrote down or upload things, i was about to collapse lol..i used to lack of sleep to cover all my work, but these days is a bit too much. haha..i dont wanna die cos of overworked so i better change my habit...yeah to NOT BE GREEDY of projects. i need to re-learn..how to relax myself, so i can cover things up properly and...greatly! without keep decreasing my rest time. whatever's rushing or forcing will never feels right, no? well it's good for time saving, but i was almost forgetting, it cost some sacrifices, in this case is..my physical and mental body, and maybe ppl around me too, when i get all focused in something im starting to be careless and forgetful =_= haha..now im grateful i dont have a lover cos i wont have the time..for romantic things LMAO

damn..i feel so guilty ...^^

hmm no use i know, i was just ranting and keep ranting and it wont change anything, well i bet u're fed up with all of my thinking already hahah XD well i hope i'll be more wise for the upcoming projects. ok, here comes my progress report and list of current projects im on (green is done):

1. Sword of August(flash shooter game) - as character designer, layout artist, assistant manager
2. I WANT TO LIVE (manga/comic) - as an inker and a bit of story developer
3. Eternal Grace (RMXP RPG project) - as art advisor, character re-designer (repolish)
4. Baron (Flash shooter game) - outsource character designer
5. Loveless Entertainment(game developer) - outsource illustrator (for website)
6. Lijakaca's game (flash dating sim game) - outsource character designer
7. LiaL (manga/game? project) - my own project with most low priority..^^;

see? lol to be positive, lets just think my brain's superb to not going crazy from overcapacity - handling those projects in same time /XD